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danielle___x

[8. 9. 07 // @ 10 : 21 pm]

its night like these, you wish you didnt get out of bed, but you did, you got through the day and its just somehting that hits you outta left feild, oitta no where, and you wished you did stay in bed all day.

but why waste a day away, even if it didnt go as planned.
even if it wasnt as good as hoped.
even if you had a terrible horrible day.

bahh. just in a shitty mood and i dnt really feel like talking about it but writting this much gets a ton out.

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[8. 8. 07 // @ 9 : 56 pm]

[ mood | feelin' it. ]

so im going to try and use this livejournal again, although i dont think no one looks at it. i guess this is a promise to myself beucase writting seems to get everyhtign out and just express youself more. and no matter what i always get things better typed/written out then in conversation.

so i had the freakiest dream last night, and i was somehtign when i first thought about it it didnt really mean anythign too inparticular to me. i knew what happened and yeah it caused me too miss some old things but no really badly. beucase well, what the fuck, it was just a dream i could barely rememeber. but then all of a sudden out of no where it hits me like a door slamed in your face and i just wanted to cry or somehting. it was really strange and i have had powerful dreams like that before, but tnothing to make me think about my life as a while and just want to break downn and cry beucase of things i ahve not had the guts to do, like call someone after three years of not tlaking to them just beucase i was scared of their reaction, whihc is all bullshit, i shoulda ust called, know what i mean?

it seems to me EVERY end of summer i start a livejournal again. school starts and i lose time beucase of feild hockey and homework. lets see if i can get poast all that and keep up wiht it. hmmm.

summer reading is just a friggen blow. i ahve this 992 page book i ahve to read by aug. 29th, im on chapter four and youd think it would be pretty far in the book since the book has 18 chapters but now, im only on page 99. basically im an iddiot and didnt start earlier, but what the hell some peopel didnt even start yet so its all good. ive got the english portion down, jsut gotta sparknote the other half 2nd book. sisters keeper was absolute amazing, first sumer reading i enjoyed. surprisingly enough it made me cry and really touched me. the other history is basically done reading, i ahve one chapter left, but i ahve all the outlines to do. same with the 992 book, i ahve to do chapter reveiws which i ahve done, none.

im still working in boston on newbury street and its basically become my summmer life. so far im fine with that ive met some cool people, im learned a ton of life lessons im sure no one has learned yet and oprolly wont for another 5 years. basically i love what im doing there and i have all the fun in the world. pretty pathetic i know, but it gives me joy so screw what you think. : )

...and in the end everything is ok.
yes, no matter what.

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[4. 24. 06 // @ 4 : 08 pm]

his is for my cousin...i miss you...

It's like we just faded,
no longer friends,
haven't talked in over 3 years
What happened?
What about all the promises
that we've managed to break,
You were a safe heaven to me,
and now your gone, out of sight,
It's crazy how much i miss you,
And your only a phone call away,
Maybe it's too soon,
I guess I'll never know.

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[4. 22. 06 // @ 5 : 45 pm]

yuck. school 2 days. i really dont wanna go back. at all. eee.
good thing summers in bout month.

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Oh goodness.. [4. 20. 06 // @ 1 : 33 pm]

So i haven't written one of these things, in like a year.
i'm over erin's house and i was like hm....her computer goes all freaky when you go into myspace, so why not livejournal?? So yeap, i think im gunna start writting in it again. haha. So plans today, Erin is thinkin about having Tyler, Gonzo, and Cam over, we're gunna party. Ohhh yeaaahhh. So she's in the shower and im sitting at the computer talkin to mike. Oh it's some fun. We're talkin abuo some cool stuff..

ScrazyDanielle: who you thinkin abuot?
RedHeadRocket55: shaquita
ScrazyDanielle: oh la la.
ScrazyDanielle: my baby?

haha.

yeah so im out. I'll prolly end up like writting thre moe entries today, just because thast me. See yaaa.

x3x3

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